As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to
ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably
more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so
remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best
friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry
because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you
love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've
never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute
of happiness you'll never get back.

im trying to move on after all that has happened this weekend. its very hard. but i want to believe i can be happy again. i need to know im going to be okay...

i should be writing a paper. but for some reason xanga sounded much more fun. a lot more stress relieving. instead of stress inducing. i have a paper due tuesday, an exam on thursday, and a CHEM exam next monday. wow wow wow i hate chem. its going to be the deatttthhhhh of me. it makes me cry to think about it. but maybe if i start studying now i can get a 60%! haha NO i NEED to do good.

although i am finished with my project thats due on tuesday. AND i did a really good job on it. im really proud of myself for once.

i cant concentrate.

i cant find a ride home for thanksgiving. this is also a very stressful situation. a very stupid stressful situation.

also i have NO money, along with NO job. and i honestly believe that if i had a job i would end up killing myself. i barely feel like i have time to get anything done now as it is. and i would never sleep. but eh?

alright well that was a nice break. back to my paper. have a nice day